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She decided not to tell the boy that the khav...
She decided not to tell the boy that the khav wasn't strong enough; he would very probably fall to pieces, which would be inconvenientShe'd mention it to Scelto and let him handle the matterThere was no need for Vencel to know: it was useful to have some of the castrates grateful to her as well as afraidThe fear came automatically: a function of who she was here in the saishanGratitude or affection she had to work at
Twelve years and more this spring, she thought again, leaning forward to look down through the screen at the bustling preparations in the square for the arrival of Isolla of Ygrath later that dayAt twenty-one she'd been at the peak, she supposed, of whatever beauty she'd been grantedShe'd had nothing of such grace at fifteen and sixteen she remembered, they hadn't even bothered to hide her from the Ygrathen soldiers at home
At nineteen she'd begun to be something else entirely, though by then she wasn't at home and Ygrath was no danger to the residents of Barbadian-ruled CertandoOr not normally, she amended, reminding herself, though this was not, by any means, a thing that really needed a reminder, that she was Dianora new omega watches di Certando here in the saishanAnd across in the west wing as well, in Brandin's bed
She was thirty-three years old, and somehow with the years that had slipped away so absurdly fast she was one of the powers of this palaceWhich, of course, meant of the PalmIn the saishan only Solores di Corte could be said to vie with her for access to Brandin, and Solores was six years older than she was, one of the first year's harvest of the Tribute Ships
Sometimes, even now, it was all a little too much, a little hard to believeThe younger castrates trembled if she even glanced slantwise at them; courtiers, whether from overseas in Ygrath or here in the four western provinces of the Palm, sought her counsel and support in their petitions to Brandin; musicians' wrote songs for her; poets declaimed and dedicated verses that spun into hyperbolic raptures about her beauty and her wisdomThe Ygrathens would liken her to the sisters of their god, the Chiarans to the fabled beauty of Onestra before she did the last Ring Dive for Grand Duke Cazal, though the poets always stopped that analogy well before the Dive itself and the tragedies that followed
After omega aqua terra watch one such adjective-bestrewn effort of Doarde's she'd suggested to Brandin over a late, private supper that one of the measures of difference between men and women was that power made men attractive, but when a woman had power that merely made it attractive to praise her beauty
He'd thought about it, leaning back and stroking his neat beardShe'd been aware of having taken a certain risk, but she'd also known him very well by then
"Two questions," Brandin, Tyrant of the Western Palm, had asked, reaching for the hand she'd left on the table"Do you think you have power, my Dianora?"
She'd expected that"Only through you, and for the little time remaining before I grow old and you cease to grant me access to you A small slash at Solores there, but discreet enough, she judged"But so long as you command me to come to you I will be seen to have power in your court, and poets will say I am more lovely now than I ever wasMore lovely than the diadem of stars that crowns the crescent of the girdled world or whatever the line was
"The curving diadem, I think he wroteShe'd expected a compliment then, for he was generous with thoseHis grey eyes had omega de ville men's watches remained sober though, and directHe said, "My second question: Would I be attractive to you without the power that I wield?"
And that, she remembered, had almost caught her outIt was too unexpected a question, and far too near to the place where her twin snakes yet lived, however dormant they might be
She'd lowered her eyelashes to where their hands were twinedLike the snakes, she thoughtShe backed away quickly from that thoughtLooking up, with the sly, sidelong glance she knew he loved, Dianora had said, feigning surprise: "Do you wield power here? I hadn't noticed
A second later his rich, life-giving laughter had burst forthThe guards outside would hear it, she knewEveryone in Chiara talked; the Island fed itself on gossip and rumorThere would be another tale after tonightNothing new, only a reaffirmation in that shouted laughter of how much pleasure Brandin of Ygrath took in his dark Dianora
He'd carried her to the bed then, still amused, making her smile and then laugh herself at his moodHe'd taken his pleasure, slowly and in the myriad of ways he'd taught her through the years, for in Ygrath they were versed in such things and vintage chanel jewelry he was, then and now, the King of Ygrath, over and above everything else he was
And she? On her balcony now in the springtime morning sunlight Dianora closed her eyes on the memory of how that night, and before that night, for years and years before that night, and after, after even until now, her own rebel body and heart and mind, traitors together to her soul, had slaked so desperate and deep a need in him
In Brandin of YgrathWhom she had come here to kill twelve years ago, twin snakes around the wreckage of her heart, for having done what he had done to Tigana which was her home
Or had been her home until he had battered and leveled and burned it and killed a generation and taken away the very sound of its name
She was Dianora di Tigana Bren Saevar and her father had died at Second Deisa, with an awkwardly-handled sword and not a sculptor's chisel in his handHer mother's spirit had snapped like a water reed in the brutality of the occupation that followed, and her brother, whose eyes and hair were exactly like her own, whom she had loved more than her life, had been driven into exile in the wideness of the worldHe'd been fifteen cheap chanel purses years
Twelve years and more this spring, she thought again, leaning forward to look down through the screen at the bustling preparations in the square for the arrival of Isolla of Ygrath later that dayAt twenty-one she'd been at the peak, she supposed, of whatever beauty she'd been grantedShe'd had nothing of such grace at fifteen and sixteen she remembered, they hadn't even bothered to hide her from the Ygrathen soldiers at home
At nineteen she'd begun to be something else entirely, though by then she wasn't at home and Ygrath was no danger to the residents of Barbadian-ruled CertandoOr not normally, she amended, reminding herself, though this was not, by any means, a thing that really needed a reminder, that she was Dianora new omega watches di Certando here in the saishanAnd across in the west wing as well, in Brandin's bed
She was thirty-three years old, and somehow with the years that had slipped away so absurdly fast she was one of the powers of this palaceWhich, of course, meant of the PalmIn the saishan only Solores di Corte could be said to vie with her for access to Brandin, and Solores was six years older than she was, one of the first year's harvest of the Tribute Ships
Sometimes, even now, it was all a little too much, a little hard to believeThe younger castrates trembled if she even glanced slantwise at them; courtiers, whether from overseas in Ygrath or here in the four western provinces of the Palm, sought her counsel and support in their petitions to Brandin; musicians' wrote songs for her; poets declaimed and dedicated verses that spun into hyperbolic raptures about her beauty and her wisdomThe Ygrathens would liken her to the sisters of their god, the Chiarans to the fabled beauty of Onestra before she did the last Ring Dive for Grand Duke Cazal, though the poets always stopped that analogy well before the Dive itself and the tragedies that followed
After omega aqua terra watch one such adjective-bestrewn effort of Doarde's she'd suggested to Brandin over a late, private supper that one of the measures of difference between men and women was that power made men attractive, but when a woman had power that merely made it attractive to praise her beauty
He'd thought about it, leaning back and stroking his neat beardShe'd been aware of having taken a certain risk, but she'd also known him very well by then
"Two questions," Brandin, Tyrant of the Western Palm, had asked, reaching for the hand she'd left on the table"Do you think you have power, my Dianora?"
She'd expected that"Only through you, and for the little time remaining before I grow old and you cease to grant me access to you A small slash at Solores there, but discreet enough, she judged"But so long as you command me to come to you I will be seen to have power in your court, and poets will say I am more lovely now than I ever wasMore lovely than the diadem of stars that crowns the crescent of the girdled world or whatever the line was
"The curving diadem, I think he wroteShe'd expected a compliment then, for he was generous with thoseHis grey eyes had omega de ville men's watches remained sober though, and directHe said, "My second question: Would I be attractive to you without the power that I wield?"
And that, she remembered, had almost caught her outIt was too unexpected a question, and far too near to the place where her twin snakes yet lived, however dormant they might be
She'd lowered her eyelashes to where their hands were twinedLike the snakes, she thoughtShe backed away quickly from that thoughtLooking up, with the sly, sidelong glance she knew he loved, Dianora had said, feigning surprise: "Do you wield power here? I hadn't noticed
A second later his rich, life-giving laughter had burst forthThe guards outside would hear it, she knewEveryone in Chiara talked; the Island fed itself on gossip and rumorThere would be another tale after tonightNothing new, only a reaffirmation in that shouted laughter of how much pleasure Brandin of Ygrath took in his dark Dianora
He'd carried her to the bed then, still amused, making her smile and then laugh herself at his moodHe'd taken his pleasure, slowly and in the myriad of ways he'd taught her through the years, for in Ygrath they were versed in such things and vintage chanel jewelry he was, then and now, the King of Ygrath, over and above everything else he was
And she? On her balcony now in the springtime morning sunlight Dianora closed her eyes on the memory of how that night, and before that night, for years and years before that night, and after, after even until now, her own rebel body and heart and mind, traitors together to her soul, had slaked so desperate and deep a need in him
In Brandin of YgrathWhom she had come here to kill twelve years ago, twin snakes around the wreckage of her heart, for having done what he had done to Tigana which was her home
Or had been her home until he had battered and leveled and burned it and killed a generation and taken away the very sound of its name
She was Dianora di Tigana Bren Saevar and her father had died at Second Deisa, with an awkwardly-handled sword and not a sculptor's chisel in his handHer mother's spirit had snapped like a water reed in the brutality of the occupation that followed, and her brother, whose eyes and hair were exactly like her own, whom she had loved more than her life, had been driven into exile in the wideness of the worldHe'd been fifteen cheap chanel purses years
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